I was recently courting this girl who apparently has a very deep emotional scar. But eventually I call it off because no matter what I do to win her over but... not worth it...

if only I came in her life early, then there would been a chance. But we're not meant for each other no matter what side you place it.

Yeah I know I suck expressing my depression through words. And here I thought I wasn't gonna cry.... Its just that, I sacrificed everything even ended up being a fool for her but still not worth it. Being in love with her is not healthy or so do I speak.

looks like my loneliness will go on for an another century. gotta keep searching, I know I will find her I just knew I will...